a lot of things have been hidden from me... from the most minute detail of my life to the most complex aspects of the this wild and crazy world... everything is hidden well behind that hour before the sun rises in the east the following mornig. it has always been a challenge for me to chase the dawn... but as always, my strength fails me.

i despair at the utmost sight of loss... but sometimes, there's more to it than just 'losing'... "you lose something, you gain something" and vice versa...

but i know i can not give up when i still have something in me that makes me breathe... i breathe the air of life... i live life...
for as long as there is life in me, despair shall not overcome me wholly...