a lil nuts...

j-pop rocks!!!
utada hikaru!!!

a lil unwell

yeah, i'm a bit demented these past few days. i don't really know why. can't get enough sleep, too. whenever the day's come to bedtime, i dread it because it means more time tossing and turning in bed and less sleep and bigger eyebags. hehehe

sometimes i resort to reading rather than scratch my eyes till i fall asleep. but sometimes it becomes too fearsome for me to read during nighttime.

I've been reading a certain a book. It was kinda pshycological thriller, with the low-profile characters dying because of some freak 'byrum' from space, an alien feeding on their gut whilst they give off 'death fumes' (farts and belch), and most of their teeth fall off sometime. Man! Imagine yourself in those people's shoes! I just can't forget the night I dreamt about this. Damn! It felt soooo real. In the dream I was ready to die and at the same time I was sorry that I had to die because I was thinking of my family. I was carrying a byrum in my gut and it wants to be out already while my teeth came off drenched in my blood and I was crying. Too sorry for myself...

And then two days after dreaming that peculiar dream, my aunt's 10-day old son died.

Was it coincidence or did I dream him to death?

Naah... It can't be... But can it?

The story has been made into a movie. The Movie disappointed me, really.

Nevertheless, I loved the book and the author... Stephen King.

Dreamcatcher

damned FUCKAROW

duh... been too busy and too tired lately. don't have much time and 'money' to blog. and most of all, i've been too lazy to update my blog, honestly. it felt like i didn't have any real reason to do so...

for two days since coming back from the province, i've been feeling too lazy, i wouldn't wanna move my ass just to get a glass of water. hahaha!

the only person i thought would try to get in touch with me never did so. he never tried even once to take the initiative. well, anyway, he's not the only man left in this damned world! damn! there are others out there craving for my attention, and there he is, fucking guy, ignoring me! hehehe

enough about that guy...

there's just too many things for me think about. the one that bothers me most is my studies. damn it but i'm stuck here. can't get to a school till next year. damn this fuckarow!

i hate to say this but my life just sucks right now! and yeah, i'm laughing at it! hell yeah, i can!